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Post by Archagon on Mar 15, 2003 1:31:48 GMT -5
Yeah, right. Confidence is overrated. And you know perfectly well I look silly.
I mean, even without the glasses...look at my hair! I've been made fun of for so long because of it, it's not even funny...
And to add to the foolishness, I'm also Russian.
Well, I don't want to be Russian.
I don't want to belong to any country. I don't want to be a Freshman. I don't want to be a teenager. I don't want people to see me as a different person because of such factors, even if it's not a negative outlook.
I am Human. And so is everyone else.
How long have I wished that we could abandon these bodies and see each other as spirits...
Alas, chained to this rock by a body.
Shall we ever know who we really are? Or shall we be forever concealed?
Only at Death shall equality reign.
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Post by flirtayangel on Mar 15, 2003 12:27:19 GMT -5
Actually, you don't look perfectly silly! And your face is certainly a very nice one. And if you're complaining about your hair, let eleanor and I start on the story of Peter! (He's a junior over at bellarmine that we know)
And why do you not want to be Russian? Aren't you proud of your background? You should be!
Next, you're a freshman?
Next, how do you know everyone else is human? ;D
You really need to quit looking at the superficial. That's what you're asking everyone else to do, yet you yourself are refraining from doing so. You are still worried on what you are. Instead of that, you should take what you are, and show the world that which you will always be. If you wish to change that which can be modified, then do so, for that is being true to yourself. I know that the world is superficial...and that we don't see each other for what is inside of us...but still, your background esspecially...that IS inside of you, and outside...and just because it is the latter, doesn't mean you should feel enmity towards it!
To discover who you really are, you need to let go of what you wish to be and what you don't wish to be...and then you'll be left with just the spirit, beyond the body.
Enjoy!
~*~Me
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Post by The Silence on Mar 15, 2003 12:48:55 GMT -5
hmmm... tied vote, interesting......
alice, dearest..... to be put in the comic is to be made fun of.... I even made fun of myself!
shannon, you're right. everybody is not human. I'm a space alien.
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Post by Archagon on Mar 15, 2003 18:45:59 GMT -5
I'm not complaining, it just reminds me of...me...
There's nothing to complain about, really...
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Post by Archagon on Mar 15, 2003 18:57:10 GMT -5
Now let me think of a good reply to Shannon...
I wasn't like this once. I was once like everyone else, and I agreed with them, and I played with them, and was a complete realist. I wanted to be just an ordinary kid... No one let me... They just shunned me and sent me away! So I said to myself, I will never, never, let anyone make fun of me or hurt me or bully me ever again... And so, I went on my own path...
It left me with a long time to think over life and being in general. But it was then that I realized how unimportant I was...nobody cared, besides my relatives, whether I lived or died.
Anybody I ever truly liked dissapeared out of my life or didn't want to know me.
I tried to forget these ideas a while ago... But every time I see myself in a picture, or in a photo, I remember...I see myself.
I cannot stand my smile.
And many people do care about what I look like...to them I was just a nerd...or a loner...or something along those lines...
Oh! How I wish to take your advice! But, over the years, I have lost track of who I am, and I'm not kidding, either. I have no clue about what I like, or who I am, or what I feel, or what I want to do later on in life. My essence is buried too deep for even me to comprehend.
And being Russian is a thing I hate. There is no country I wish to belong to.
This may seem stupid to many of you, but it means a lot to me to even say this to you people. So please don't take these as the maniac babblings of a depressed teenager but rather as the memoirs of a fellow human.
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Post by Archagon on Mar 15, 2003 19:06:38 GMT -5
Finally, it doesn't really matter to me what others think I look like...it matters only to me what I look like. And I'm the only judge of that, unfortunately...
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Post by Dr.Quack on Mar 15, 2003 19:13:18 GMT -5
I think Alexi falling for Shannon would be quite entertaining. Perhaps someone could use their magic powers and pull it off in real life too. ;D
Now THAT would be funny.
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Post by The Silence on Mar 15, 2003 22:19:19 GMT -5
heh heh.... hmmm..... it would be funny.....
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Post by flirtayangel on Mar 15, 2003 23:00:34 GMT -5
okay, now jeff is going into delerium... I CONTROL who I like...I don't think anyone else could convince me! Although I do admit, I give every guy a chance, but there's no magic there! Oooo, but looky here! 3 against 2! ~*~Me
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Post by Archagon on Mar 15, 2003 23:21:49 GMT -5
I hate you all, you're so mean
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Post by Dr.Quack on Mar 15, 2003 23:28:17 GMT -5
No we're not. We are just.... HAPPY! HAPPY:D HAPPY:D HAPPY:D HAPPY:D
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Post by flirtayangel on Mar 15, 2003 23:36:53 GMT -5
I hate you all, you're so mean You don't hate me! No one hates me! And I'm not mean! Quit lying! *sniffle* You're hurting my feelings! *sob* AND THAT'S NOT GOOD!!!! WAHHH!!! ...must find a shoulder to cry on, or a corner to cry in...WHERE'S MY TEDDY??? ~*~Me
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Post by flirtayangel on Mar 15, 2003 23:37:33 GMT -5
actually, it's my tiger that I cry with...bears and moomoo that I sleep with...except i don't have a moomoo... *sob*
~*~Me
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Post by Archagon on Mar 15, 2003 23:53:14 GMT -5
See, if I ever made a comic, I would make Geneva fall for Henry...
We'll see who will be laughing then.
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Post by Dr.Quack on Mar 16, 2003 0:24:45 GMT -5
I certainly would be.
But how about this: EVERYONE FALLS FOR GENEVA!!!
INCLUDING MARLA, SHANNON, AND ELEANOR!
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